Noah John, and your name? Nice to meet you and welcome to my solution super-highway. There's nothing wrong with having issues in life long as you're willing to seek solutions like a child desperate and ready to take on solutions from those who have been there, and suddenly you'll have the most incredible friends and adventures. Relearn to smile and have fun... 

     After ten years of Spiritual Healing, the most important part was realizing it was less about power and more about spiritual identity. You have an inner self representation, when you get that inner man in order your outer man shines! Like light refracts through a prism there's many parts of you, connect with those parts and they'll let you change them, and as you change them notice what happens outside...

     People always say, "be yourself" and it's easy to see why… Still sometimes that's just not the real you… Don't you want to be your best self?